The Hardship Of Conscious Consuming.

The Hardship that is Conscious Consuming.

I am finding it to be harder and harder to be a conscious consumer. I am constantly bombarded with new information about how even the seemingly simplest of things that we do has far more reach and repercussion than we give credit. The choices I make offhandedly when I am shopping are the decisions that collectively make millionaires and close down mom-and-pop shops.

 I had gone over the ingredients with a fine toothed comb and thought I had found a product that I could feel good about purchasing. I get home and read a news story of how my new favorite peanut butter contains palm oil- an industry that is mercilessly killing orangutans. Next, my eye is caught by a horrifying video of newborn chicks being tortured and killed immediately after birth by egg farms. I was so upset by that scene that it sent me on a quest to figure out how to stop being an accomplice to the torture of chickens. Trying to sort through the information around egg farming led to the confusion of trying to distinguish "free range" "cage free" and "pasture raised."  All this research work is going to require serious dedication. I am spending my entire day on web searches. Just when I have my answer to one conundrum, some new realization sends me on yet another wild goose chase to sort through.

Today a quick google search for smoothie ingredients has turned into yet another product calamity, and I am knee deep in disturbing information again. It seems I have uncovered that is standard practice to use of mercury, formaldehyde, and urea in my makeup's ingredients.

"Urea can be irritating to skin, eyes, and the respiratory tract. Repeated or prolonged contact with urea in fertilizer form on the skin may cause dermatitis. High concentrations in the blood can be damaging. Urea can cause algal blooms to produce toxins, and its presence in the runoff from fertilized land may play a role in the increase of toxic blooms. (https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urea)

How am I supposed to cope with the stress of every little thing being a life and death decision?

I now know that trying to prevent weeds in my yard has the potential to give me Parkinson's Disease. When the city sprays pesticides meant to kill mosquitoes they are inadvertently wiping out the bee populations. Everywhere I turn there is more scientific proof that the things I buy and use every day are poisoning me and have a high occurrence of disease-causing potential.

 How many times have you heard the commercial for a new drug that has caused mass deaths and is being recalled? Even the medicine I take is not safe. It is up to me to do the research on its safety lest I am the next one with terrible damage to my health along with all the other unsuspecting people who trusted in its safety.

I feel like I am walking through a mine field every time I walk into a store. The bad ingredient list in one hand and my boycotted brand roster in the other has become as tedious as a needle in a haystack that I have to pick through. I feel like there should be credentialed- geniuses in lab coats doing this work. I am just a wife and mom whose primary concern should be finding the best price or figuring out which brand tastes the best.

Wait a minute! Isn't there an agency for assuring the safety of our products and tasked with preventing environmental harm from hazardous products? Isn't that the FDA's job? 

Well, a little more research into how the Hell this stuff is happening, and here we go again. There is an unbelievable amount of cover-up, misinformation, advertising fraud, and blatant underhandedness being allowed by our government's supervising agencies. Does the bad news ever end? Complacency, incompetence but most disturbingly- bribes and kickbacks are allowing unsafe products on our shelves. Obviously, it is the time that I stop naively believing that somebody is looking out for my best interests.

We are on our own, guys.

"When the FDA finds scientific fraud or misconduct, the agency doesn’t notify the public, the medical establishment, or even the scientific community that the results of a medical experiment are not to be trusted. On the contrary. For more than a decade, the FDA has shown a pattern of burying the details of misconduct." (http://www.slate.com/articles/health_and_science/science/2015/02/fda_inspections_fraud_fabrication_and_scientific_misconduct_are_hidden_from.html)
When I mention these things to people, I get mixed reactions. Some people are skeptical but set out to fact check and see if I have a clue what I am talking about. Those are the people that I consider my companions in this battle. I am frustrated by the ones who just look at me like I have two heads and ask me where my foil hat went.

There is no doubt it is a big hill to climb. The predicament we are in is not simple to assess, nor elementary to absolve.

 To be quite honest we are in a pretty big pickle here.

Our best progress as consumers has been in actively engaging in educating ourselves and coming together to boycott brands and products that are not worthy of our standards.  We are capable of bringing change by being conscious consumers.  By hitting these companies in their "bottom line" with boycotts, our buying power shows these big companies that we do care, and we will sacrifice some simplicity and convenience to prove it- our lives depend on it. We have the power to bring about changes in this world that better us all- humans and animals. We just have to get in and stay in the fight.

We are turning the tides- slowly but surely.